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"Love Is Dripping from Jesus' Very Heart" 

By Steve Porter



"Myrrh, aloes, and cassia perfume Your robes. In ivory palaces the music of strings entertains You." (Psalm 45:8 NLT)


"Your royal robes release the scent of suffering love for Your Bride; the odor of aromatic incense is upon You. From the pure and shining place, lovely music that makes You glad is played for Your pleasure." (Psalm 45:8 TPT)


This verse is literally burning inside me. There's so much to it. Look closely at the first part of verse 8: "Myrrh, aloes, and cassia perfume Your robes." When you study myrrh, it speaks of a suffering love, one that the Jewish rabbis refer to as "the tears from a tree" (see Psalm 45:8 TPT footnote). This speaks deeply and passionately of suffering love. Did you know that your heavenly Bridegroom has suffering love for you – a love that was bought with His precious Blood?


He Is Dripping With Myrrh


Love is dripping from Jesus' very heart. He also wears the sweet aroma of aloes and cassia, which speaks of the anointing spice that's burned in the holy place. He is wrapped in the sweet aroma of Heaven, and because you spend time waiting on the Lord, you now carry that same aroma, that same fragrance, that same perfume. In fact, you're perfumed by the very manifest presence of the Lord – our sweet Master Jesus – because you have spent time with the sweet aroma Himself... Are you after the sweet aroma? Are you willing to spend enough time with Him to be saturated in it?


You won't have to wear a sign that says you're powerfully anointed, nor will you have to boast about your ministry. You won't have to tell others that you carry the favor of God, because if that's the case, the aroma will fill the room where you are, even if no one mentions it. When your gaze is aimed at your heavenly Bridegroom, that sweet perfume will follow you everywhere. I'm speaking of suffering love – and it's coming through to you, right now, as you read. His love can't be compared with anything else, making it entirely overwhelming.


I love this term "out of the ivory palaces" in verse 8 (KJV). Do you want your heavenly Bridegroom to leave His ivory palace to visit you personally? Do you want your holy High Priest, Jesus, to come and spend time with you? Is that your deepest heart's desire? 


Tree-Born Tears


All His garments are fragrant with the scent of myrrh, permeating their every fiber. His suffering love is so real and powerful that it melts the heart. Those tree-born tears are tears of love and adoration for us, His true Bride of Christ. The spice – the cassia – that burns in the holy place is anointing you even as you read this.


Can you sense the anointed spices being poured on your head? The oil spills over and runs down your face, soaking your garments. This spice is the covering of the Lord Himself that envelops you completely; this is His suffering love. He gave His all for you, delight in it. In fact, Jesus went to the Cross just for you. He didn't give up on you, even when it seemed like all hope was lost. He endured the pain and suffering that came from being your lover for eternity, just so you could be saved!


The truth is, there's nothing He wouldn't do for His Bride. I think about my wife who, as of now, has stood with me for almost twenty-seven years. Even when we didn't have two cents to rub together, she was still there. When nobody knew our names, she was there. When we went through pain, she was there. She stood with me when nobody else stood with me. We have two daughters: one who's married and has given us a beautiful granddaughter, and another daughter who's in college.


I think of all she's done for me, all the times she stood with me when she didn't have to. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her. I love and honor her. I tell her that every single day.


I sing love songs to my wife on a daily basis. I do. I'm not boasting when I say I love my wife. Nobody knows you better than your spouse. I honor her in the Lord and rejoice at what God has done in our marriage. He has moved mightily indeed.


There Is Nothing He Wouldn't Do for His Bride


The Lord is declaring the same thing; there is nothing He wouldn't do for His Bride. Can you hear Him proclaiming these words of love? "I love her with an everlasting love. I tenderly call her by name (see Jeremiah 31:3). Every hair on her head is numbered. I keep track of every tear she's ever cried, storing it in a special bottle in Heaven (see Luke 12:7; Psalm 56:8). She is precious. She is My treasure. She is My undefiled one. She is My dove.”


"You have captured my heart, my treasure, my bride. You hold it hostage with one glance of your eyes, with a single jewel of your necklace." (Song of Solomon 4:9 NLT)


Isn't it stunning to realize that you've moved the heart of God – that you moved the heart of Jesus? When He looks at you, He says, "You are My treasure. You are My dove." A dove is a very unique creature in that it has tunnel vision. It looks straight ahead, never looking to the right or left; never distracted or looking elsewhere for other lovers.


The dove is nothing like a mule, which has a well-earned reputation for stubbornness. You have to put blinders on the side of a mule's eyes because they're so easily distracted. He doesn't call us mules though; He calls us doves. "My dove, My love, My fair one.”


The Lord has tunnel vision toward you and me. He looks at us and He sees no one else. I don't understand how that can be any more than I understand how He can be eternal and have no beginning. But the truth is, whether I believe it or not, I have Jesus all to myself; the same is true of you. We can both romance our divine Bridegroom, touching the very heart of our Jesus. 


Touching the Very Heart of God


There was a time, not long ago, when the Lord continually woke me up in the middle of the night to be with Him. One particular night, I was sitting in my chair when I began to weep, feeling the heart of God. I was surprised to find that He was deeply touched that I decided to get up and spend time with Him during the late night hours. I knew I touched the heart of my Father, and that made me weep.


To think that a guy like me, Steve Porter, can touch the heart of God – the King of kings and the Lord of lords – the One who created the heavens and the earth! I can touch the heart of God Almighty when I respond to His invitation to get up, because He wants to spend time with me.


Can you believe it, that we can actually have close personal relationship with our Creator? We can have it if we're hungry enough and desperate enough to seek it. Otherwise, we can simply go on autopilot living nominal Christian lives, just going through the motions before finally going to Heaven when we die.


I don't want to go to the other side as an average Christian. I want Jesus to come running toward me when I enter the throne room, wrap His loving arms around me, and say, "I'm so glad you're here. I've been waiting for you!”


Lord, don't let my love be ordinary. Let my heart boil over with suffering love for You.


May He come to us wearing His glistening white garments. May He come to share His heart. Our Lord always responds to a hungry heart, one that is eternally craving Him. Oh, how I desire to always have a fervent heart. I say, "Lord, may I never lose that hunger. May I never lose that desperation – that deep desire for Your abiding, manifest presence. May there always be an ongoing revival of longing inside me.”


The High Priest of our Lord comes to us from His ivory palace, a holy place. He reveals Himself because He desires nothing more than our time and attention as we worship Him sincerely with all that is within us. His suffering love and anointing rests upon all those who respond to the call to draw near.


So come, let us approach the throne of grace with confidence, knowing that we will receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need (see Hebrews 4:16). No matter where you are or what you're going through, the Lord is always waiting for you with open arms. He desires nothing more than to spend time with you and lavish His love on you. Draw near to Him today and experience the incredible power of a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. He longs to reveal Himself to you in the midst of sincere worship. If you respond to His call to come near, you will be blessed with His suffering love and personal manifest presence.


What are you waiting for? Come join us at the feet of our Lord!



By Steve Porter
Refuge Ministries
Email: g524walk@yahoo.com 
Website: www.findrefuge.tv 


Steve and his wife Diane founded Refuge Ministries and a presence-driven publishing company, Deeper Life Press. He has a special anointing to bring forth the deep truths of the Spirit, with a clarity and simplicity that draws one up into a closer walk and deeper relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ. Steve is a regular contributor to many prophetic publications, including the Elijah List, Spirit Fuel, and the Identity Network. Steve's books, maturity pamphlets, articles, and videos have touched countless lives around the world. The Porters reside near Rochester, NY.


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Necessary Corrections

By Greg Laurie






“For if you listen to the word and don’t obey, it is like glancing at your face in a mirror. You see yourself, walk away, and forget what you look like.”

—James 1:23–24



When you look in a mirror, it shows you something. Sometimes you see something that others were seeing, but you weren’t aware of it.


For instance, maybe there’s a string of cheese hanging from your lip from the omelet you had that morning. No wonder everyone was smiling at you and looking away. You were thinking, “I must look good today!” But you had cheese hanging from your face. The mirror showed you the problem, and you made the necessary correction.


In the same way, when we read the Bible, it transforms us. The psalmist David wrote, “The instructions of the Lord are perfect, reviving the soul. The decrees of the Lord are trustworthy, making wise the simple” (Psalm 19:7 NLT). God’s Word transforms the way think and the way we live. It changes us.


But here’s what we must remember. It is not enough to simply read the Bible. We must do what the Bible says.


James 1:22–25 tells us, “But don’t just listen to God’s word. You must do what it says. Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves. For if you listen to the word and don’t obey, it is like glancing at your face in a mirror. You see yourself, walk away, and forget what you look like. But if you look carefully into the perfect law that sets you free, and if you do what it says and don’t forget what you heard, then God will bless you for doing it” (NLT).


Do you have any Bible verses memorized? We have so much information in our brain that we’ve committed to memory, from movie lines to song lyrics. But those things can’t sustain us when we’re facing adversity in life. Certainly, we can make some room in our minds for the Word of God.


The Bible is God’s Word to us, and we should obey it and treasure it.




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By Pieter Kirstein 



There's a shaking coming upon this generation that shall test and expose the foundation of every person on this earth and only those whose lives are built upon Christ will stand the test of time. 




Christ shall be exalted and glorified in His true temple of tried, purified and living stones. 


Those who have been stubborn, prideful and self willed, because of self-love and because they love this world more than God, will be severely shaken and confronted by the standard of the righteousness of a holy God.


I say to you, that the holy reverential fear of God shall return to His house. There's a price for rebellion against the call to return to your first love. 



Jesus said to me in 2018 that the cup of iniquity is overflowing and now results in the judgments of God to be poured out by which He shall plead one last time that the nations repent. 



Isaiah 66

14  And when you see this, your heart shall rejoice, and your bones shall flourish like the grass: and the hand of the LORD shall be known toward His servants, and His indignation toward His enemies.

 15  For, behold, the LORD will come with fire, and with His chariots like a whirlwind, to render His anger with fury, and His rebuke with flames of fire.

 16  For by fire and by His sword will the LORD plead with all flesh: and the slain of the LORD shall be many.


Pieter Kirstein


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By Glenn H. Jackson




 [Exhortations From The Father]



 A revelation of Absolute Truth entering into one's heart [spirit] will obliterate trauma in ANY [all] of its forms of trauma from the inside out. 



"obliterate" - to remove or destroy all traces of; do away with; destroy completely; "trauma" - a severely disturbing experience that leads to lasting psychological or emotional impairment; wounds that result from sudden physical injury or violence; 



...."The entrance and unfolding of Your words [into one's heart {spirit}] give light [revelation]; their unfolding gives understanding [discernment and comprehension]".... Psalms 119:130 The Amplified Translation








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By Deborah Waldron Fry



Sometimes we think our prayers are not powerful enough or we wonder at times if our God even hears us. Oh, Child of God. As I was praying,  I saw in a vision a beautiful angel in like 3D detail. He had beautiful  iridescent wings. And the Holy Spirit showed me that when we pray for ourselves or someone else, angels come and cover us with their wings. The more people who gather and pray the more wings were covering the person needing prayer. 



WOW! It is amazing. We are hidden in His Wings as we pray and intercede. Hidden from the sight and the hearing of the devil and his minions. And know this, even ONE angel in the Bible destroyed 185,000 of the enemy. There are many more for us than against us! We serve a powerful God who protects us POWERFULLY. And prayer is powerful! The Holy Spirit in you is POWERFUL. 



God Himself covers us with His Wings. Don't ever think your prayers are not heard. He hears even a whisper, even a cry, even a sigh, and I heard this, Beloved, He HEARS your tears falling and catches them in His Bottle. Yes, He hears your tears as a prayer! And Intercessor, get some people to agree with you! As it is written when two or more on earth agree as touching anything that they shall ask, it shall be done by our Father in heaven. What a Promise! YOU ARE COVERED!



"Beloved. I have you covered. Are not My Angels ministering spirits sent to My Heirs? Yes, My Child. You are always accompanied by angelic beings. In times of trouble, even more are sent to your side. I hear your every prayer and see and hear every tear. I give My angels charge over you to keep you in all your ways. 



"Do not worship them or call upon them as they are your fellow servants, but call upon Me in your trouble and I will send them for they hearken to the Voice of My Command and My Word. Though the devil goes about as a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour, I dispatch My Mighty Angels and shut his mouth. For he is a liar and the father of it. 



"The Host of Heaven are standing by to aid you, Dear One. Just call out My Name, speak the Word, pray for yourself and for one another; even your tears and your sighs are a prayer to Me. And I will send angels straight from My throne of Grace to aid you and comfort you and strengthen you in your time of need. 



"I have not left you as orphans. I have sent the Holy Spirit into your heart to cry out," Abba Father" and all of heaven responds. Take comfort, Beloved. Do not be afraid of what the enemy can do. Look up. Keep your eyes fixed on your Savior. Though a host of the enemy tries to encompass you, Fear not: for they that be with you are more than they that be with them. And I will open your eyes to see that the Lord of Hosts has you covered.



"Your God sends His Angel and shuts the mouths of the lions. They will not hurt you, for you are innocent in My sight. You are the Righteousness of God in Christ. Know this, Beloved, the Angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear Him, and delivers you! You are hidden in Safety in the Shadow of My Great and Glorious Wing




Iridescence: The glowing, shifting, colorful quality of a rainbow.  A lustrous rainbowlike play of color caused by differential refraction of light waves that tends to change as the angle of view changes.  As seen in an opal, a light oil slick, a butterfly wing, or the mother-of-pearl that lines an oyster shell.




Bible scriptures

2 Kings 19:35

"And that very night the angel of the LORD went out and struck down 185,000 men in the camp of the Assyrians. When the people got up the next morning, there were all the dead bodies!”



Hebrews 1:14 

"Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation? AMP=Are not all the angels ministering spirits sent out [by God] to serve (accompany, protect) those who will inherit salvation? [Of course they are!]”



1 Kings 22:19  

"Micaiah continued, "Therefore hear the word of the LORD: I saw the LORD sitting on His throne, and all the host of heaven standing by Him on His right and on His left.”



Psalm 91:11 

"For He will command His angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways.”



Psalm 103:20 

"Bless the LORD, all His angels mighty in strength who carry out His word, who hearken to the voice of His command.”



Psalm 17:8 

"Keep me as the apple of Your eye; hide me in the shadow of Your wings.”



Psalm 91:4 

"He shall cover you with His feathers, And under His wings you shall take refuge; His truth shall be your shield and buckler.”



Psalm 34: 7

"The Angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and He delivers them.”


Daniel 6:22 

"My God sent His angel and shut the mouths of the lions. They have not hurt me, for I was found innocent in His sight, and I have done no wrong against you, O king.”



2 Kings 6:15

"And when the servant of the man of God was risen early, and gone forth, behold, an host compassed the city both with horses and chariots. And his servant said unto him, Alas, my master! how shall we do? 16And he answered, Fear not: for they that be with us are more than they that be with them. 17And Elisha prayed, and said, LORD, I pray thee, open his eyes, that he may see. And the LORD opened the eyes of the young man; and he saw: and, behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire round about Elisha." 



2 Thessalonians 3:3 

"But the Lord is faithful, and He will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one.”


Matthew 18:19 

"Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven."


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Apostolic ARMY of GOD

By Denise Sylvia Bekker



We are living in the final end times Revelation. A great unveiling is shifting in the spiritual realms, the veil of ‘entering in’ has become thin! Tactical Kingdom Revelation is at the forefront. Spearhead Warfare is culminating, Ranks are being formed. The Kingdom Apostolic Dynasty of God now stands. His Dynasty born of The Blood of Jesus. They stand as One Body.



There is a threefold Army manifestation.



1. Admiral General of The Oceans

2. General of The Army of The Earth

3. Chief General of The Air



Just as there is a hierarchy in Angelic Rankings, it is mirrored by the All in All, Army of God. Yet shall fight the Kingdom Fight as One. Having common vision on Kingdom Advancement. Every spiritual  dimension shall be infiltrated as The Army of Light exceeds. There is strategic positioning in order for power projection and authority to strike into principalities and powers of wickedness. Ranking is of utmost importance, The Lord Jesus lines His Army in specific ranks and levels. His Generals are The Apostolic Vanguards, Gods Elite!



His Mighty Army is established on the foundation of The Apostle and Apostolic Prophets, The Lord Jesus Christ as the Chief Cornerstone. Jesus determines the positioning and movement of the entire Structure of His Army. Prophetically, The Cornerstone...prophesy’s continually! 



Strength, Divine Stability and Holy Structure..upholds His Army. His Standard is Raised and His Banner is flying!



A Chief Cornerstone is placed above two walls to maintain them together. This is prophetic of Jesus holding together His  Messianic Body (Jew/Gentile)



But also holding together His Angelic Army and The Army of God.. These shall advance His Kingdom, spiritual Tabernacle of David shall stand again.



Ps 127 Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain that build it.

The Rock Stands!



They shall overcome…



1. Generals of The Army of God - Ocean

Water strongholds, ancient water gates, currents/paths.



2. Generals of The Army of God -Earth

Forerunner warfare, Expose Economic, justice and government corruption. Global principalities/strongholds revealed. Dismantling powers in every dimensional sphere.


3. Generals of Air. Forerunner sphere strikes. 

 Second heaven infiltration. Rendering powerless. Exposing demonic drones etc. Spiritual Ariel/Aerial Warfare (The Lion of God)



These are The Apostolic/Apostolic Prophets that spearhead The Army of God. Endured with His Wisdom/Intelligence...Prophetic Imagery Intelligence. Behold Seer advancement, Prophetic War of Strategy Excellence.



Behold, which is, which was, which is to come. 



His Army shall be endured by The Power of The Holy Spirit..omniscient, omnipotent and omnipresent!



Behold The Army Mantle that clothes His Experts In Military Strength!



Ecc 12:14 /Heb 4:13 /Dan 2:22



#MenofValour #WarfareIntercessors #SeerIncrease #FullArmourofGod #ByHisInstruction #Listen 



By Denise Sylvia Bekker


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The Enemy Has Planned, But I Will Expose His Devices

By Russ Walden



The Father says today, the enemy has planned, but I will expose his devices. He has taken, but I will restore. The strategy of hell against you will only serve to be the metric of blessing and outpouring upon you in exponential measure, for I will never leave or forsake you in any way. Know that the lies told against you will die on the vine, but My truth will always outlive their misrepresentation. You don’t wrestle against flesh and blood; this is true but know this – he that touches you touches the apple of My eye. 

I will bless the one who blessed you, but I will ferociously respond to the one who even dares to trifle with you in the slightest way. This is who I Am, and this is what I do. I Am your defender and your rescue. I Am your strong right hand bringing deliverance.

You are coming into your inheritance, says the Father. The sons of Keturah have received their gifts and gone their way, but on your shoulders, the mantle of sonship rests, and on your hand, the ring of the authority is given that you might go out and execute My will in the earth. This is your call, and it is without repentance. Some have changed their mind and gone another way, and you knew you couldn’t work with them, but I say the plan is still intact, and triumph is just ahead. 


Those who defected only excluded themselves from the fulfillment of My promise, but you will receive in full measure all that I had in mind when you went to My house together to hear My voice and do My bidding. Keep seeking the kingdom. Refuse to be distracted by foolish questions that only gender strife. When objections come and the gainsayers mouth their lies – humble yourself as Moses did before Janes and Jambres and I will act and bring you into the blessing place that is your portion, says the Father.


By Prophet Russ Walden




 Matthew 12:34 O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things?
 for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh. | King James Version (KJV) | Download

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By Glenn H. Jackson



"Reflections Upon Reflections" [of The Father's Heart]


        ...."You, in Your great compassion, did not forsake them in the wilderness; The pillar of cloud did not leave them by day, to guide them on their way, or the pillar of fire by night, to light for them the way in which they were to go".... Nehemiah 9:19 NASB 






Words of prophecy:


*____Put your faith where your mouth is!


____...."We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the true knowledge of God [and who we ALREADY are, in Christ], and we are taking every thought captive [through proclamation] to the obedience of Christ [a revelation of the Father's Will]".... 2 Corinthians 10:5 NASB


        ...."faith, if it does not have works (deeds and actions of obedience to back it up), by itself is destitute of power (inoperative, dead)".... James 2:17 The Amplified Translation


____Two scriptures that bear out the power of the words in our lives to change our lives:


____...."Death and life are in the power of the tongue".... Proverbs 18:21a NASB


        ...." if anyone does not offend in speech [never says the wrong things], he/she is a fully developed character and a perfect man, able to control his/her whole body and to curb his/her entire nature".... James 3:2 The Amplified Translation


____We are entering into a new spiritual season now - one which will see "words" come to pass in the lives of God's people [good or bad - righteous or unrighteous] at an accelerated rate. Therefore, we must be disciplined with our words for it is this training we are all going through right now concerning the tongue and the importance of words that is preparing us to "rule and reign" with Jesus - both now in our remaining time in this dispensation, and on into Eternity.


        ...."out of the fullness [the overflow, the superabundance] of the heart the mouth speaks".... Matthew 12:34 The Amplified Translation


____...."for we walk by faith [trust in God and a revelation of His Word], NOT by sight [feelings - or lack thereof]".... 2 Corinthians 5:7 NASB


Prayer of Proclamation:


"activation" - to make active or capable of [enable] action;


____Father, we thank You and praise You that the "activation" of either death or life is in the power of OUR tongue. We thank You and praise You that with each passing day we are gaining a continually deeper revelation of this spiritual reality and, thus, we set ourselves to become more and more sensitive to the words that we speak [proclaim]. And we declare all of these things DONE [on an ongoing basis] in Jesus' Name - to Your greatest Glory! Amen.







This is for All people in the whole world . . . :

John 3:16

King James Version (KJV)

16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

Scripture Prayers of Salvation


 Pray the following out loud:


John 3:16 … Thank You Lord for loving me so much that You gave Your one and only Son, that when I believe in Him I will not perish but have eternal life. I believe in Jesus with my heart and I ask you to forgive me of all my sins. I renounce satan and all his works and ways, I choose the truth and disavow satan and all his lies. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ my Lord.


Romans 10:9-10 … Thank You Lord that when I confess with my mouth Jesus as Lord, and believes in my heart that God raised Him from the dead, I will be saved. I believe in my heart and accept You as Lord. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ my Lord.


Isaiah 45:8, 2 Tim 2:10 … Thank You Lord that salvation will spring up within my heart, that I may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory. In the name of Jesus Christ.


2 Peter 3:18 … Thank You Lord that I may grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. In the name of Jesus Christ.


Psalm 19:10 … Thank You Lord that I may grow to find Your Word more precious than much pure gold and sweeter than honey from the comb. In the name of Jesus Christ.


Psalm 42:1-2 … Thank You Lord that You will create within me a hunger, a longing, for You and Your will. Set my heart flames a fire in love with you. Reveal yourself to me. Make me to love you as you love me. In the name of Jesus Christ. Yeshua




 Read the Word of God!

The Word helps in casting down vain imaginations that exhalt itself above the knowledge of the Lord. Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. To use a reading plan, just visit the daily reading page to see your daily reading. 


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Latest comments

09.09 | 06:52

Thank you for this! You might enjoy my take on the whole 'Christmas' story, not born on Dec 25th etc,

17.03 | 07:11

Praise God! He is so good to all of us!

16.03 | 22:20

I needed to hear this today. Its been sooo very difficult for a long time honestly asked God if I was the toxic one and just didn't realize it so I could repent

12.01 | 04:32

this is so beautiful and such a testimony to the Lord's healing power and sanctification through our suffering. Much of my walk with Christ is similar to yours.